現在我腦袋裡像藏著無數個定時炸彈，定時一個一個引爆，甚至幾個一起引爆。

我腦海亂得像被炸成豆腐渣一樣。

我的生活像間歇泉，時而平靜，時而波動，時而爆發。

無時無刻都需要感受腦海深處的暗湧。

感覺就像在拍Gossip Girl，身邊到處都有彈炸；無需導火線，處處都是引爆點。

Defended, battled and fought

I don’t know where to start or where to stop
No, but I know I am done
I’ve had enough

So fall out of my hands
Out of my heart
And when you hit the ground
You’ll be sorry that I’m not around
I will watch you
And you fall out of your mind
Out of your fantasy
When you hit the wall
Think of me
I’ll be on the top just watching you fall

You told me you were so grateful
I was with you
And I was so faithful
Stood by in all that you said
And all that you did

I don’t know how to act or what to say

若痛苦因領悟太多，寧願少一點知識好過。
凡事要有答案也許因執著的錯。
人間怎麼必需有我，想到人之初。